holy week hiatus

i'm going home.. to the place where i belong :D

leaving the dusty and over-crowded metropolis... well, just for 5 days. 5 awesome days. bonding with the family... meeting old friends... unwind... white-sand beach... bikini and drinks yay! can't wait... to top it all. take time to repent.. to pay tribute to him, my creator, my savior.

plus PLUS plus, my bro is coming :D now, as in NOW, at 4:00pm today. its been a long time since he's been with us and i miss him.

so i came here in the office this morning and wrap things up -> then back to my apartment to pack things -> meet atche, daime, zoide (sister-in-law) and thirdy -> go to the airport to fetch bro -> talk talk talk -> then HOME :D

OK, got to go.. to get things done..

super supertib

tats ko sa akong miga.. supurtib kayu.

gisapot ang bata

please stay 50 meters away from me if you don't want to be the recipient of my blinding rage. grrrrrrrhhh.. this is so not my day. but still trying to be polite to everyone, flashing a fake smile. answering questions. making conversations. whoa! i'm dying inside here. oh, decorum!

i think what i need is some 'metal' songs that would break my eardrums and would make my heart beats like a drum (like a drum, like a drum, drum drum drum). or a classical 'beethoven' music thal will soothe my feelings - this exhaustion that's lingering in my system. or a bitter love song to make me feel better.

note: men are bunch of arrogant-sucking-insects that should be dump in a fowl-smelling garbagecan. coz that's what they are. TRASH.

>:)

you are all morons.. i should have stick that bullsh*t fire extinguisher to your faces. this is the reason why i should be walking out in this darn, men-dwelling group. cheers to y'all dumba$$.

i'm bad, sorry lord. anyways only two people read this non-sense mumbling. madma, yaw nalang ko tagda!!

caught in a bad romance

Now I have your attention :)

It just that the title really suits with my situation right now. Working more than 10 hours a day, 5 days a week. Everyday comprises of: waking-up, work, sleep. on and on. working from sun-up to sun-down. I know, I know. No need to roll your eyes, my social life sucks. Yeah! You'd say "get a life". But, that's how it is.

Though, wonk-ies like me needs to get some actions, too. Wetty-dirty actions. Ew. Caressing the keyboards, making love with the codes. Duh! Romancing my job. Building relationship with your job is very tedious and demanding. Unhealthy even. I didn't like it at first. But, I learn to love it. I need to.

Back to work.

I Did It

Whew! Spending 2 days making the gruesome design doc for my new project. I'm not good in word, that is why this is suckin'ly hard for me. I mentally shuffling words on my way to-and-fros the CR hoping to find the exact words I needed. Then I unconsciously stop chewing "in-between" lunch and then stares blankly (I hope no one noticed), pondering the correct subject-verb agreement. Oh! I'm effffff-inly poor in grammar. Calling calling my high school English teachers. I could use some help. I need my proofreader Norina. wahahahaha.. Madma, come back here.

After 48 hours of mind-torturing task. I'm done. And still perfectly sane. Which is good. Oh my..! I did it! I did it brilliantly. Well at least on my standard. I feel like adding 1 point to my IQ. Now, I'm 1 point smarter. I'm so happy I wanna RAP. Yeah! Break it down..

Just Sayin'

Lets go politics...

I hate those banner, signage or posters that says "Project of Mayor Tralala" and the likes. Can't get it. Why do they need to rub it in to our faces, parading their so called "public service"? They're being paid for that, hello!. I think we're the only country in the world where politicians puts TAGS along with their services(?). Its just plain ABSURD. Ridiculously self-praise in every sense of the word. Why boast? That's not their money. That's our money. The people's money.

I was riding in a jeep this morning when I saw this garbage track collector having the same coif and it just driving me crazy. C'mon. People knew very well where are those came from. Don't they think we know that?

Childhood Goodies

OK. So, where are those goody-goody, pirate, japanese corn, rik-rik, mami went. They are my fave grade school snacks. I remember Mama would not allow us to eat this. It's like a mortal sin to eat this junks, but hell, they'll sent-from-heaven goodness that even gods and godesses could not resist from munching it. Well, that was just from an 8-year old ADHDed point of view --> me, one and half decades ago.

My taste buds badly miss them. Just sayin'.

And yeah! Bobot.. yumyum!!

So Much Of You

before i sleep

its you that i think

and then slumber came

its you that i dream

sudden roused from my kip

because of that dream

back to catch some Z's

dream that i told you what i dreamt

so much of you

weirdo

;((

weekend + movie marathon + over sleep - work = relax = :D

Ok, so last Friday I had this worth EMMY nomination of sad, on-the-verge-of-cry acting just so Durward could gave one of his blank 4.7GB dvd-r to me. Adorable that I am (100% natural, ang moreklamo affected!!), he gave me 2. YEAH 2! Perfect. So, I had this bunch of movies to copy courtesy of Ryan, Ate V, Purl (Greys Anatomy :p) and PJ. Yay! 10 movies is more than enough to make my weekend a smashing-carefree-fun escapade of my tiresome and overworked mind and spirit (ok, i'm being over-acting). Anyways, I had this vision to wake up 12:00 NOON the next day and just eat & watch, eat & watch, eat & watch movies :D

Then, Saturday came. Atchie woke me up at 5:00am (she was there to buy dress for my younger sis's ringhop and graduation). This is so not the morning I want to have. What happen to 12:00 NOON?! Then, sisterly bedroom-voice chit-chat. You know. GIRLS equals big-mouth. Take a bath. Meet my future-sis-in-law with cutie Thirdy (naay ADHD ni bataa, kaug keo but still cute) for wedding errands. Eat and talk, talk and eat. Then I left the group at 10:30am and went home. So this is it! MOVIES!! I started watching New Moon. Ooops, file wont load on my player, check the file format, it's mp4, that's why. wahhhh.. Loading Precious, player wont read either. This is bad. Then Avatar. There it is, loading loading :D But, after more than 2 hours, when there's still 10 more minutes to go, and just when my adrenaline is overflowing out of excitement, THE FILE CRACK --> SERIOUSLY???? OK. Is this a joke? James Cameron, what did you do? Nah! Better take a nap. This is me, napping. Darn, El Niño wont let me!! Stupid niño. Its almost hell in here, I am soak with sweat. Climate gone bad. Global Warming? Tsk-tsking. Stand-up, turn-on the aircon. Whoa! I need an aircon to turn on an aircon, and I don't have one, so how can I turn an aircon on? Back to sleep with my sweaty shirt.

Sunday, Pacquiao vs Clottey (Im not a fan) means over-crowded room. So you could imagine a smaller-than-Kris-Aquino's-walk-in-closet room full of 10 peole yelling over Pacquiao's Kamao. My head hurts plus NO MOVIES! Lord, please get me. I'm ready. JOKE ra to Lord ha! Much to say... This is sooooooo not the weekend I envision. wahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!

revising the formula --> weekend + sleep deprive - movies + hot hot hot = World War II

MANGHAGIS NAKO!! Ayaw ko pugngi.. Di ko papugong!!

My Future X-BF

Dodong Casey James, naa pay bakanteng lote sa akong heart dong.. Dako2x jud nig space.. Ari nalang ka puyu beh.. Sige na dong.. Libre lang man ni.

Kaw ang giingon sa akong mama nga akong dalhon sa altar! wehhhhhhh

Hetchu Sam

Mao ni amo lambingan moments!

FB-natic

Summer Time, Oh Hoh Hoh Oh

Feel the heat of the sun

Smell the salty breeze of the ocean

See the white-sand beach

Its summer time
Oh Hoh Hoh Oh

Hetchu

you're getting harsher

that stern look on your face

makes me wanna wring your neck

and if i'd kill you

i should not feel guilty

because doing so

is a crime of passion

- this is for the two heartless and the most chauvinist-pigs i've ever know.
- to you who broke my friend's heart and him who makes my cuz's life a living hell (angry face).

Gotta Cheer

Ok I need to do "cheering" for my 4 close friends who badly need a cheer-up! :)
So here it goes. (with matching choreo ni hap!)

*drum beats*

*lyre accompaniment*

4.. 3.. 2.. 1..

Give me a J
Give me an O
Give me a B
JOB is on the way

So here's a G
and a big O
GO Girls
GO! GO! GO!

[hay! gihangak ko ato dah. bwahahahaha]

Norina, you have it in yourself. strike the iron harder. go madma. make me proud. your my living standard of adventure. this surely is one of those. have fun. turn risk to victory. aja!

Cristy Ann, keep on looking.. there's always light at the end of the tunnel. don't lose hope. remember what i told you in sms. screw the odds.

Juliet, good luck to your teletech quest, you always had a lighter tongue. since high school, you have a way for words. seize it.

Haidee, show your best. impress them. Haids, imo man ko gihimo character reference, basol jud ka ana.. hahahaha!

I have faith in you guys. Slay the dragon and bring home the bacon. I know you can. You're always been a fighter and you never give up. I know your that good because we are friends. I never chose a lousy-quitter friend.

Bisdak Side Of Me

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A Day In The Office

hardest part in any job
is to pretend your busy
you stuck your eyes on monitor
pivoting your mouse in no direction
clicking it in nowhere
hitting the keyboards loud enough to be heard by your boss
typing "the quick brown fox..." a thousand times
reading emails twice or more

this must goes with the correct expression
eyebrows meet as if your having a hard time
eyes wide open seem interested to solve something
clenching your teeth looking eager on what you're doing
grunt from time to time acting like in awe fixing problems
seemed so absorved you didn't even take a single sip of your coffee

and of all the time in the world
it seems your boss is always pacing back-and-forth
so you roll your eyes like a spinning wheel
hoping he'll be called in a meeting

at long last, it his time to take a break
time to visit all the dating site on the internet
browse and stream like there's no tomorrow
then, if you haven't had enough
call your college's ex-bestfriend's ex-boyfriend
have a minute or two flirting
then, turn your swivel 180 degrees
chit chat with your cube mate
relay the philandering

ugh! boss is here again with all his glory
now get back with the pretense