sister's friend

Saturday, 05-03-14, 9AM

My sister's friend is in the house, brokenhearted. You know my sister is just the sweetest; she went out clubbing without bringing me, went home almost at sunrise bringing a sad sad friend with her and then left home for work this morning.

She just left and whispered to a not so awake me, "____ is here, she just broke up with his boyfriend so talk to her". I mean, i just woke up. I was barely on earth. I dont have time to process all those information and then she just gone. And now i have a responsibility. I mean there are reasons why I don't get dogs, people. RESPONSIBILITIES!

So right now, its been 2 hours since i knew that there is a mourning soul in the living room and i just couldn't bring myself out. Its very quiet. I had just put on the table all of our foods on my way to the CR and just told her to eat coz you know, in case  she wanna eat her feelings out. I left the scene right after. Im just too awkward to handle her pain imma as well cry with her. And then i have a plan, in case i hear sobbing, i will just gonna... RUN!

that quake

You know that quake that recently hit Cebu (originally in bohol)? Apparently, I was traumatized so much I've always been plotting my escape at any given moment in any given activity I was caught in in case that will happen again. It happened about half a year ago and I still couldn't be naked inside the apartment for more that 5 seconds (unless when I'm showering) because you just wouldn't save yourself, running into the streets with no clothes on. Uh-nuh, I would rather die.

- when I'm taking a bath, I make sure that the towel is at arm's reach so that I could just grab it on "just in case"

- or when I'm doing my potty, I have to be very quick "just in case"

So I guess I will be celibate for the next 10 years. I just couldn't relax and lost my guard that long. haha! I wanted to be on the lookout always. 

The only time I got to be relax is when I'm sleeping. Or eating. Which reminds me. At the time when the aftershocks were frequent (2 months after the quake), one time, I was eating a krispy kreme donut (you know, because I always watch my weight, duh!), I put it on the plate half eaten while I texted somebody on my phone. Then, I felt the tremors again, harder this time, I was panicking so much I dropped my phone on the floor and immediately grabbed the donut on my way out of the apartment. So, there, now you know where my loyalties lies. Priorities man, priorities!