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Monday, February 27, 2012

10 random things

list of ten random things that had happened today

1. slept at 3am and woke up at 8am

2. caught off guard with a team's impromptu meeting. my voice did buckle a little. ok, a lot :|

3. holding my pee for 2 hours in a meeting (another set of meeting) in front of the big bosses. fyi, i was at least 15 years younger than the rest of them (louis not included, he's 3 years my senior). and they all speak english. i was quiet and still the whole time, afraid of any movements that would juggle my bladder and might accidentally spilt what's inside. untimely call of nature!

4. haven't had lunch. blind item: someone had eaten my share of lunch. actually there were three of them. hahahaha. number 3 made them think that i went out for a team's lunch-out coz it's almost 1pm and i haven't been back in my cube.  no grudge. i just need to write it here :)

5. the coffee that taste anything but coffee was the coffee that burnt my tongue and the coffee that was the first trash in my garbage can!

6. lbm :(( i pooped 4 times today

7. i wore my brown boots

8. i realized i've got my name misspelled :( 

9. i went to kroger together with the people in the blind item found in number 4 *insert grin here*

10. i jogged 2.2 miles a while ago

Saturday, February 25, 2012

one of the things i hate

i don't have socks between my feet and the shoes. the feeling is awful! late for work made me do this! and im pretty sure i already wore all my socks at least twice! shhh!, no one needs to know! 

my next problem would be: how im gonna take off my shoes without stinking the air! the frat house will be crammed tonight with all the visitors!

Tuesday, February 21, 2012

tallulah falls

02-05-2012

kuya nilo, the 50+ years old gwapito who looks like a teen-ager (man, he'll give Bieber a run for his money) invited us (me and louis) to an escapade. i forgot to ask where were we going because of excitement. and then of course there came a disclaimer: we need to have a long walk. so, i said, ok, long walk wont hurt, i do that a lot. i am a probinsyana and i'm used to that. problem was, we had a different definition of a 'long walk'. coz mine involves strolling in a park and his's was 10 times harder! 

we were on our way when he said that we're going to tallulah falls. i've never seen a falls my entire life so i was happy to hear it. then i realized, there should be trekking that comes with it coz falls involves mountainous places. there, i started to get scared! plus, it was raining so hard - it didn't help! amongst the 3 of us, i was likely to be the weakest of the link. so, i prepared myself for a little missteps and skinned knees and broken bones - no not broken bones.

so, when we reached the base of the falls, i already heard the soothing sound of it as it met the ground. it was really therapeutic! and then we walked like a hundred meters before the first overview, where we could see it on a bird's eye view. 


nothing could describe it better, except, heavenly! i always love nature! so, imagine my toothy grin that went ear to ear. i thought, "is this all the walk we need to see this perfectness?". little did i know that i've only just seen the trailer, and that the movie had just been started (i wish i could get a better metaphor, but that's all i could muster).

later, kuya nilo said that we need to go to the next overview where we could see the falls met the ground. so, we need to descend. and there comes the stairs. pleeeeeeeeenty of them! and by plenty i mean, 1099 overall steps (i googled it). 

a few of them

i am not a big fan of stairs and the rain made it sure to stay the way i felt for them! plus, i am acrophobic so it really was a torture for me. i was playing cool at that time and was showing my happy face to make it looked like i was having the best of my time. i didn't want them to see that i chickened out! and i certainly didn't want to be a burden to them! believe me, i never been that focused my entire life. i needed to concentrate coz a little misstep could made me fall, and the last thing i wanted was a trip to a hospital! as if my agony wasn't enough, the mist made my spectacles blurry that i needed to wipe it from time to time.

halfway through the journey and a hundred steps behind louis and kuya nilo, i met a loving couple who were heading back to the top. they were catching their breath so hard but i couldn't even processed what they're into. i was that focused - huh! 

they had this look that looked like a look (no pun intended) of sympathy. i felt the need to defend myself so i said "i'm taking my time, i don't wanna end up kissing the floor!", to which the girl reply, " i get that, but you have never been on the hardest part. wait 'til you climb back to the top!". yeah, she was that helpful and supportive and i was soooooooo looking forward to that *eyes rolling*. sarcasm aside, if i'd think of a harder task than what i did that time, i'd passed out. a person could only take so much!

descending on a slippery stairs, with a camera on one hand and a bag on the other hand in an acrophobic person like me, there's nothing harder than that. and of course, i was sooo wrong (which i found out later). 

i realized i shouldn't waste an ounce of energy by just talking coz i needed to saved it up on a higher purpose - more stairs to descend! so i just gave them my fake smile and went on until i came on this.


it was so sweet for the boys to wait for me on the bridge :)

then, more stairs were waiting. and after i though that i couldn't take another step anymore, i reached the last stairway landing in one piece! - 20 minutes later than the boys. 

i still managed to took a photo of them despite my wobbly knees

sweats and shaky knees paid off, coz there, was a scenic beauty, so perfect it looked like a painting made by God.


after minutes of appreciating the view and had eaten my baon, it was time to climb back to the top. i braced myself for the more ardous task that awaited me. man, i had never hated stairs so much in my life until then. 

kuya nilo wanted me to go first (he was afraid that i'm gonna passed out) so the pressure to be at par with his pace was getting into my nerves. my heart was pumping so hard, i thought it would came straight out from my mouth.

i was this pale, 20 steps to reach the top. 


i needed to sit down coz i felt nauseated and i felt the need to throw up. i was thankful i didn't pass out coz i started to see black. kuya nilo managed to take a photo of me and as always, i showed up my fake smile.

i was surprised to reached the top with a complete limbs!

ang dagway d na mahitsura


i was really thankful to kuya nilo for that moment. 

Friday, February 17, 2012

Favoritism aside, this would be the cutest valentine's card I had this valentines day! 


Correction, this is the only valentines card I received this valentines day! pathetic, yes! but isn't this cute?! my 4-year old nephew, Thirdy, made this one and it really brightens my day! this makes me miss him even more :(


my cute little rugrats. don't you just want to take a bite at that little one?.


Monday, February 13, 2012

just sayin'


i really like humble people. those who are so good at what they're doing and there was never a hint of bragging. i can name one person! 

he used to be my officemate and helped me a lot in the ways of programming. he never complained even if i asked the same question again and again. he listened and never laughed even if i talked crazy, coding wise.

he's the best mentor i ever had and he never got paid for being one. it's a shame we don't work together now. sigh, crazy workload made me say this.. boni, come and save me!! waaaaaaaaa! yeah, i'm talking about him. the best mentor i ever had! i wish we can work together again someday :D

fangirling

how can someone be insanely beautiful like this?! God must be in his best mood when he molded her.




Friday, February 10, 2012

-.-


that moment when your stressed face was unwantedly seen by your boss and he said "what does that expression means?".

and if he really wanna know the answer is: it's an i-wanna-go-home-and-sleep-forever make face :|

hayst! stress gets the better of me! it seems like i've done a year's worth of workload already.. or i was just a lazybutt in cebu.

Saturday, February 4, 2012

:|

it's 2:18pm and yeah, im bloggin' in the office :|

i'm on my 4th doublemint gum coz i have this belief that constant chewing will trigger my brain to work faster. anyhow,  if this stress wont gonna end soon, i'll be having teeth problems and a jaw a size that of a homo erectus's.