A Happy Birthday, Indeed

Thank you sa mga ni greet: tatay, mama, atse, manang, ate en-en, B1, myrna, rhona, emelyn, dhaps, marivel, efren, raquel, haidee, jason, mads, yvonne, marifel, jmike, maam ivy, louis, niño and sa tanan na nakalimtan nako..
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Thank you sa efforts B1.. I'm so touch..

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From To Madma

Thank you for sharing the celebration
and being part of my special day
Thank you for all the wishes
You've just made me happy

Thank you, for remembering
And for being generous in every possible way
Thank you for being a great friend
You complete my day

And thank you most of all
Through the years, you've been with me
I'll cherish it a lifetime
Friends forever, we will be

Thanks again a million times
I'm so grateful, words can't say
Thanks, once more for being a part of my life
Gold is not enough to pay..

YOU'VE MADE ME SO BLESSED, I WANNA CRY!!

Tomorrow Is A Big Day

[hinimo ni madam Izza Legazpi, cute kayu]

I wish the world would be asleep on the 28th. I don't like it to come, I love birthdays, but I don't like my birthdays. It feels weird everytime - the attention, the feeling. Don't get me wrong, as I said, I love birthdays, I love bringing cakes when one of my family celebrates birhtday. It's just that, I don't know what I'm gonna say, how would I react. It's like there's a big tattoo on my forehead saying that it's my birhtday. I'm paranoid. Sometimes, I do feel like I'm socially retarded, coz I don't want parties that are intended for me. And I think that would be the reason why I would not be married (palusot, wa jud nay makigminyu).

And the biggest reason to hate it?! PLUS 1 OF MY AGE. God, I wanna stay 24 forever. Can I just be inflicted with the "vampire virus" (virus??) or whatever that make me stay young. UGHH!! Now, I'm envious of the CULLENS. Edward, bite meeeee!!!!

And there's no better way to deal with it but to accept it.. Trying to sink it in in my system. I'm 25. So now, I think I would just look on the good things that happen to me over the 25 years existence on this world. Thinking of 25 reason to celebrate.

1. I have a healthy life.
2. A Loving family.
3. Supportive friends.
4. Nice job.
5. I become a person that I want to be.
6. I make my parents proud.
7. I am a good friend. And If I am another person, I would like to be friend with me.
8. I had a chance to go to shool.
9. NO SHORTAGE OF CHOCOLATE SUPPLY.

10. That I live in a war-free and liberated era.
11. I live a normal life. No paparazzi trailing behind.. charusss!
12. I can buy food that I want.
13. That in all my hardships, I still be able to smile.
14. That I have so much to share.
15. That I was able to grow, and still is.
16. I was able to contribute in our economy. Dako kayu kog TAX.
17. THANK GOD, ICE CREAM WAS INVENTED.
18. That jinx like me have a place on earth.
19. I make other people happy.
20. I was able to differ right from wrong.
21. I was able to enjoy life in its very meaning.

22. I have a clean conscience.
23. I still have reasons to want to live.
24. That I'm still breathing.
25. Above all, though I have big problems, behind me is a bigger God

So, that's a hell lot of reason to celebrate. Happy Birthday to me!! wooohoooooo...

Post Madma's Exit Syndrome

I post madma's farewell video here.

From Norina's Exit

Now that she's gone, people pitied me like I'm Bambi who's mother was shot and killed in the woods. Everyone asking me if I'm okay. It's as if I'm having a divorce.. Hellooooooooo?! They have this look in their eyes that is weird and creepy, it's like I lost one of my limbs. And they always ask me why I'm quite. I always been quite, uhm, not all the time, but always. It's almost a week now and still I got those LOOK. *Sigh* It's funny, because now, I am concern with their concerns.

BoreDOOM

para lang jud naay ika-post sa blog.

survey questions sa tawng way lingaw

Would you shave your head if a family member asked you to because they had cancer?

- UHM, CANNOT PINPOINT THE POINT, WHAT FOR?? BUT IF THAT MAKES HIM/HER BETTER, I OBLIGED TO.

What would you do if the doctor told you that you were pregnant or your GF's pregnant? .

- AWW.. NAA DIAY KOY MATRIS?

Did the one person who hurt you the most in your life apologize? .

- SHE DOESNT EVEN KNOW.

Are you good at hiding your feelings?

- AWW, NOTHING CAN BEAT ME WITH THIS. I SHOULD BE GIVEN AN EMMY AWARD FOR BEST ACTRESS IN A PLASTIC ROLE.

Are you wasting your time on someone?

- YEP, HES JUST SO DAMN IRRESISTIBLE, HE'S SO DREAMY, LA LANG SIYA KAHIBAW!

Explain the last time you threw up:

- COLLEGE DAYS, I DRANK ALL THE LIQUOR AVAILABLE, FOR THE EXPERIENCE. SUKA GIKAN BED PADUNG BINTANA AND BACK TO BED..

Last thing that made you cry:

- BIG BANG THEORY SERIES?! KAHILAK KOG KINATAWA NI WOLOWITZ ("HERE'S A CRAZY IDEA MOM, ANSWER IT"), HAHAHAHA..

Do you have a bad temper?

- NOPE, IM ALWAYS CALM!

Do you think you'll be married in 10 years?

- I'LL STRUNG MYSELF IF IM NOT.

How many funerals have you been to in your lifetime?

- LOSE COUNT. BUT THE LAST WOULD BE MY OWN..

How often do you think about suicide? .

- EVERY SINGLE DAY, BUT I CANT DO IT, IM TOO PROUD TO DIE.

What is your deepest fear?

- NEEDLES AND PAIN AND WORMS AND BEING LEFT BEHIND.

Do you REALLY love all your family?

- ALWAYS.

What do you want to believe in?

- I'M THE REINCARNATION OF PRINCESS DIANA. WITH ALL THE CROWN AND GLORY!

Do you have a secret crush on someone?

- HALA, AUTOGRAPH NI SA HIGH SCHOOL?

- UHUH, BUT HE'S TOO FAR, LITERALLY & FIGURATIVELY.

Are you proud of who you are?

- HMM, YEP, MY PARENTS ARE PROUDER, THOUGH. UG DAKO KAYU NA NILANG SAYUP, HEHEHE.

Do you feel alone even in crowded rooms?

- SOMETIMES... I DON'T LIKE CROWDED PLACE.. I'M A PATHETIC-@SS LONER.

What is the worst thing a person could do to you and still be forgiven?

- ANESLY, I HOLD NO GRUDGE, LIFE'S SO SHORT TO SPEND HURTING.

You're dying in 10 seconds, what are your last words to your best friend?

- SIGE BYE! ...

to your worst enemy?

- BANTAY2 LANG DUH! ATNGAN TAKA SA ESKINA!

Do you care if people hate you?

- IT DEPENDS, KUNG SI PRESIDENT GMA, I KERR, I-DEPORT PALANG KO, LAY COUNTRY MODAWAT NAKO!

Freedom or safety?

- SAFETY NALANG.. PARA LESS ACCIDENT.

Think of a random person, and give them a message here, no names:

- WILL YOU MARRY ME?!!! (WITH MATCHING LUHOD)

Has a song ever made you cry?

- THE WARRIOR IS A CHILD. NOT BECAUSE OF THE SONG, BUT BECAUSE KADUMDUM KO SA AKO EX NGA SI RICO YAN..

A book ever made you cry?

- YEP. A WALK TO REMEMBER. ["I told you not to fall in love with me." - Jamie]. UGH!! IT GETS ME EVERYTIME..

Is the world crumbling to pieces?

- SOON, IF HE WONT BE MINE WHICH IS DI MAN JUD. HALA, NI CRUMBLE NA!!!..

Name one moment where you couldn't control your rage:

- KATONG BATA PAKO NGA DIKO GAAN KENDI.. IM NOT THAT TYPE OF PERSON JUD, SWEAR.

Name one moment where you sincerely wanted to just die:

- KANA MAGSAKIT IMO NGIPON SA BATA PAKA, GINUU KO, MAKAINGON JUD KAG "PATYA NALANG KO". AND KATO FIRST TIME I GOT DRUNK. MUSUGOT NALANG GUD KO NGA PA-SALVAGE NALANG..

For the last one, just say anything you want, anything at all:

- IM HOT... AND WITTY... IM A CATCH!!

Under My Umbrella

:Ode to Bulay-og
:I made this due to popular demand and constantly death threats
Note: Words written below is just a mere observation and non-sense opinion of the writer, no company or person has forced her to do so. This work has never before appeared in any readable form. Any similarity to actual persons or events is purely coincidental, in short, SA MAIGO LANG. Any violent reactions is advised to talk to his hands.

We started out as strangers
Ripping each others teeth
You are a snob in an ugly feathery coat (kadumdum ka?)
Neck so stiff, like an aristocrat
Spoiled brat and snooty chic
A drama queen who chooses her friends
At least that's what I've thought
And right there and then,
I genetically engineered myself to dislike you immediately

Time goes, we've made different set of friends
Although, we exchange smiles and nods in the hallway
I never thought of WE as an "Allied"
You're just so "maarte" and there's no way I could like you
And then, it was unexpected
We talk once and we clicked
We form a special bond, a bond of FRIENDSHIP

Although, we differs in so many ways
But our differences is what pulls us together
We complement each other (kinda!)
Like "Mango with Bagoong", "Suka sa Tuyo", "Puto and Dinuguan"
You taught me glamour and sophistication (murag la man japon)
I brought your wittiness and humor
And we bring out each other's best (mao ba?)

Although, we don't share the same interest
You love to party while I'm a loner
We argued so much about bars and night-outs
You almost strangled me just to go clubbing with you
Threatened to blow my brain if I say NO to outings
And Mother if I said YES, to any of them
That means that my life is at stake (blackbelter man gud na siya Ma)
And a gun on my side ready to fire any minute

But, There are times I saw you as my mirror
Opinionated and lack of attention (mga KSP)
Talk like there's no tomorrow
Blabber nuts with so many angst in life (Pa Therapy oi)
One glance and we know each other's thought
One grin and we know if its for flattery or the opposite (Racist jud)
We think so much alike
But you voices it out while I keep my mouth shut
And you show it to the world while I just hid it

We share each others thoughts and feelings
We talk about problems in life like a Prisoner in a death row
We then become inseparable
To the point of thinking you as lesbian
Who's just preying me for a lover (jowk)
And then I realize
You're the soulmate that God forgot to give me (uhhhhhh!, cheesy with mayo)

Though, sometimes you're a bad influence (piti jud ko ani ron)
You're more troublesome that I've expected (in ma own ipinyun lang man)
You give hell when things don't go your way (dili man pud sige)
Grumbled and Cursed thickly like a drunken man (sa chat ra man sad)
But then I stick with you
Not because that is what friends are for
But because I sooooooooo see myself in you (wala lang jud nako napagawas)
And if I stopped fighting my inner demons
WE'RE SURELY BE ON THE SAME SIDE NOW. (dili pa diay??! heheheh)

Through the years, I watch you grow
True enough, you became my mentor
Now, I know what is right from wrong
That Its right to drink and drive and "U" turn in a "No U turn Zone"
But Its wrong, to do so, when there's a patrol car tailing behind you (mayu gani wala ta gukura)
That its OK to work tipsy but seems not, than the other way around
That bringing in liquor to the office is alright
Just put it in plastic with straw, the guard would think your sipping Sprite, anyway
That between choosing YAY! or NAY!, the latter means I'M DEAD
That workaholic means working plus alcohol
That multitasking is TAR Fixing while ears on the phone and 5 opened browser
That innovative is finding ways to look busy
And PEOPLE, now you know, why I'm close to suicidal

You became a trendsetter
You carved the word "facist" (sa mga tawng pilian ug gwapo)
You address everyone with "Madam"
Now everyone's Madam for everyone (tanan POS-I girls, Madam na ang tawagan)
And thanks for coining MADMA
Although, it bothers me at first
But, I kinda used to it
Now, some are calling me that way (even in Facebook.. AHA!)
Without even knowing the real meaning of it

And now, as faith bring as apart
As miles of distance separates us
As you conquer an entirely new world alone
As temperature of doubts arise
Think of the shady place, reserved for you
Under my Umbrella (OA, uber uber!)

As rain of problems keep pouring in
As you feel as "an only man in an island"
You know right there and then
A safe place to stay
Under my Umbrella (ew, sooooo lesbian!!)

As storm of uncertainties gets in your way
And you have no one to lean on
Seek for a place, reserved for you
Under my umbrella

And if you don't know what to do
Just turn to the sky above
Remember that I'm just on the other side of the world
As long as we still under the same sun
And we still share the same stars and moon
That means I am near you
And you can still stay under my Umbrella
Coz my Umbrella is my heart
And my heart goes wherever you go (ewwww, so OA, uber uber..)


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New Year's Resolutions

As 2010 is starting fresh, it will be just as good if I start it with the right RELATIONSHIPS - Break up the bad ones, seek for the better and set rules. And so, I'll break up with CHOCOLATE, I will not let it near me again. Cool-off muna kami ni ICE CREAM, hindi na ako magpapaloko sa ka-sweetan niya. I will never set my eyes on JUNK FOOD again, never, ever, as in forever, kala ko safe ako sa kanya, yun pala, pinatataas lang niya ang alta-presyon ko. Hindi ko na seseryusohin si RICE, wa siya'y lami, mabubuhay ako na wala siya. Never kong papansinin si CAKE, magpapakita lang naman siya tuwing birthday. Never go gaga over Sleep, and daydreaming too, wala akong makukuha sa kanila. Letting go of SODAS, masyado na niyang pinabibigat ang dibdib ko (bilbil pod). Goodbye FRIED CHICKEN, they'll just give me heartaches (sa cholesterol) and headaches (high blood na). I'll never fall for BUTTER again, so flirt, lahat nalang nagkakagusto sa kanya. I'll stick to VEGES na, pinapamper niya ang body ko. I'll engage with Sports, it'll make my world spin and sweaty. Forever loyal na ako ni Fruits, sweet na, health-lover pa. Give more time to EXERCISE, siya ang nagpapasigla sa araw ko. I promise to love WORK, siya kasi ang bumubuhay sa akin. And I'll put BRO first in everything I do, siya lang ang nag-love sa akin nang ganito.

And just as another new year resolutions that I had in the past, it will just turn to trash ( deep breath, Sigh, while munching on chocolate chips ).