my point is..

i don't believe of what other people says. who ever believes in god, should only believes in him. it is his will who will and always will be done. we shouldn't rely our future on some crazy stuffs mumbled (or as they say, predictions) by people holding cystal balls or much worst, whom who lived from the past. the last time i believed in such was 12 years ago when they say the world would end by 2000. in my own defense, i was still young, and i learned my lesson.

i only believe in horoscope to the extend that i am an aquarian which means that i was born when the sun enters the tropical zodiac aquarius and that ends with that. i never believe of the traits/characteristics of persons associated with that. coz if so, all the people born on 21st of january to 20th of february shared the same personality, of which, i strongly object. i know a lot people who were born in that range but we are not even closely alike, personality wise. we are responsible for shaping our character and not some star formation! yeah, genes, too!

stumble and fall

i stumbled and fell to the ground, knee first! okay, you can laugh, but just so you know, it's not funny (well, at least for me), it hurts! for a moment i thought, "now, i'm gonna need to use my health insurance for the first time in 4 years!". yuh, i was that hurt! minus the fact that i was humiliated! there were like a thousand of people in the [abellana] sports complex. i froze for like 10 seconds and believe me, i was considering the idea of not getting up and just dig a whole big enough to bury myself alive. i don't wanna get up and faced the crowd. for christ sake, i did the exhibition in front of the crowd having aerobics! and they're like a hundred of them.

PS: thanks to tintin, my jogmate (yeah, i jog!), who was quick enough to give me a hand. and for trying not to laugh! anyway, she dragged me to it. she asked me time and time to jog with her eversince we're still in georgia but we didn't have the chance because of the weather and whatnot. so, that was our first jog together and i already made a scene! heeyah!

PSS: and oh, i forgot to bring socks so i got blisters on my soles.

the picture doesn't paint how much it freakin' hurts

(that's the ego talking)

chess

remember when i said i hate riding a bus? yup, nothing's change, except that i hate it even more! 

here's a story. i was riding a bus yesterday, and since it still was waiting to be full, i was tinkering on my kindle and found this chess game that i even forgot it was there. i'm not good in playing one, which is a shame coz my sister(atchie) and brother are very good players. they were busy collectiong trophies and medals during their grade school and high school while i was busy harassing classmates on my free time. yuh, i was a bully back then. i was one of those mean girls who bully kids in school that is the subject of so many films, except that i wasn't a cheerleader or pretty... and i am rambling...

so, i was playing this chess game and was too proud to lose that i didn't stop playing 'til i beat the damn software... that was the plan until we're on 50-0, in favor of the software. i was sweating and i couldn't blame the climate change for that as i always do. the bus (air-conditioned) was even less than 20 degrees for that matter. i was in those moments where the more i lose the more i determined to win and the damn software made it so hard for me to. damn software.. 

so, an hour had passed and i was pressing the tablet harder than i needed to, so that i almost left permanent marks on it. nothing's change, the software was still winning, except that we're 30 kilometers away and i felt nauseated from the constant swaying of the bus and from the extra effort to steadied my eyes on the swaying tablet, too. then i stopped coz i felt a little dizzy. i closed my eyes hoping to got my composure back... another hour had passed and the dizziness got worse. i was already biting my lower lip coz my stomach was hurling and i knew what that meant. that's bad omen... i knew what will happen next and i'm giving all my strength trying to not make it happen. i don't wanna be that woman on her mid 20's who still throw-up riding a bus... and i was even wearing a very red lipstick for crying out loud!

i couldn't helped it longer and i knew that it was coming. at least i still had the decency to warned my seatmate "miss, magsuka ko, excuse me, ha!", then i grabbed and emptied the jollibee plastic bag inside my backpack (that had the burgers in it for pasalubong) faster than the speed of light. then there, it went back - the shawarma rice that i had eaten before the trip, with little carrots and corns still undigested. yuh, i know, EW!

remember the little girl with the disgusted goo that i mocked HERE? yuh, karma right?

and that stupid chess game? after 648678943446784874 games played, i'm still on my 0 (zero). and i wont stop til my fingers bleed.

today :)

this is what i got from jomz' latest singapore trip

krispy kreme gift cert from maam alva, i ♥

she gave this as a thank you for the survey (and interview) she made me do for the geniuses' dating site. i'm not one, though, but who knows?

i got these for the 2M draw, i'll toast for the win! hehehe. they are just ornaments sitting on my cube, aren't they cute?

keyholders. they are just hanging in there, being lazy. they gotta find a key soon, seriously! so as to serve their purpose. tsk!

oh yeah, the balloons - the only thing (i'm pretty sure) i'll get from this raffle

death

isn't it odd that while others are betting for miami-okc winner, i busied myself (and enjoying a lot, for that matter) reading famous people's suicide notes and list of people's unusual deaths?

i find myself enjoying reading anything associated with death; suicides, impalement and other death sentences, beheading, head hunting, seppuku, kamikaze and the kinds. i even favorited a site that has the list of monarchs with unusual way of death punishment for criminals. 

i really find it therapeutic.

and no, i don't want to go into the light any sooner, i love my life and still enjoying every second of it, it's just that, i love reading this kind of stuffs! it's weird coz i don't like seeing those gory stuffs portrayed on television or see photos of it.

2 million raffle draw

the office looks so festive today i don't wanna work.

here's another hopeful candidates :)

thanks Madz for the photo edit :)

rugrats

i loooooove tiny humans, they never fail to crack me up. they're full of joy and their happiness is contagious.

i love sharing thoughts and feelings with them coz they're true and they talk drunk all the time, hehe. they are the best comedians in the world and they're never paid for that.

and they don't judge.

my goddaughter tintin

my niece, zoie.

my godson , dwayne, i caught him playing inside their CR.

i wanna go back at that moment when the most important thing in the world to me is what currently on my hand (and most of the time it's food).

pink

the pink sisters

duh

that's it!

one for the books

i wanna have those!

isn't it odd that i wanna own one before a house?

i read to much e-book already i forget the smell of those yellowish pages as i scan from leaf to leaf.

if i am as rich as mark zuckerberg, i will buy an island and build a library so huge it'll take a day to visit all the shelves. then i read on the beach chair under those crazy rainbow beach umbrella while breathing the ocean air...

true story

i went in to this carenderia to have my breakfast. the first thing that caught my eyes was this 50-ish frail woman who's bringing an over-sized bag... well, oversized at least for her coz if it was me who's sporting that bag, given the size of my arms, that wasn't oversize, that was just a bag! she weighs no more than 80 pounds which kinda make me fell guilty to order an enormous meal. she had a five peso coin in her hand and was looking for something to buy... obviously, it's not enough to buy even the cheapest food displayed on the counter.. so she looked up the sacheted nescafe, milo and coffee mate that was hanging on the wall. she then asked each of the items' prices in which only nescafe and coffee mates' prices could be afforded on the money she had, which were 2 pesos and 50 cents each respectively. she asked if she could have a hot water and the attendant said that that would cost her 2 pesos. this would be a big problem since her money will be enough for a coffee and coffee mate, forget about the sugar. she was silent for a moment... after seconds, she said to the attendant that she'll just buy the coffee mate only and a hot water. she was giving up the coffee and that is killing me. she obviously was very hungry coz she shaked a little. what pained me the most was when the attendant scolded her of using glass instead of mug for mixing her hot beverage. i know the attendant's reason, glasses couldn't sustain a hot water and could break. but i know too well too why the old lady do that, coz glass has more room [than the mug] for the hot water to pour in to (from the thermos). i want to do something but i don't know what. i was willing to pay her meal, believe me. that would only cost me less that 50 pesos - that wont hurt. but i know that she'll get offended... 

you know, it's not only boys who broke a girl's heart, coz sometimes it's someone whom you've meet the first time - man, i was broken-hearted... and i'm not even talking about love. by the way, i paid 22 pesos for an egg, luncheon meat and half rice (half rice, weeeee?!).

it makes me feel guilty how i always take notice of the things i don't have. coz certainly, i am way way more fortunate that the others..

10 random things

1. having those awkward moment when you rode an elevator with your boss and you're both late...
2. meeting with vp and my conciousness wander anywhere but the meeting. one moment i was listening then the next time i was consciuos, an hour had passed and the only dialogue that had retained in my brain is the opening greetings made by the speaker.
3. i just had my first green tea avalanche
4. fire drill
5. wondering what the duchess of cambridge keep busy nowadays - planning what the next absurd hairdress to wear in public?
6. goofing around with bff norina.. bisan sa chat lang, loud lang japon! we made ukray all the pretty girls in the world. and dutchess katherine was no exception... mga bitter!!
7. i acted as a TL and apparently, i couldn't :(
8. bought treats (with yra, ebeb and web) for tita susan, clay and sir lex. someone's going to the US and we'll sending tokens for them.
9.received a call from mom and found out it was zoie who did it. apparently, she was playing mommy la's phone again.
10. slept late. watching F.R.I.E.N.D.S season 5 again.. i'm addicted!

just a thought

waiting for that moment when DIET would be illegal so that i'll have an excuse...