death

isn't it odd that while others are betting for miami-okc winner, i busied myself (and enjoying a lot, for that matter) reading famous people's suicide notes and list of people's unusual deaths?

i find myself enjoying reading anything associated with death; suicides, impalement and other death sentences, beheading, head hunting, seppuku, kamikaze and the kinds. i even favorited a site that has the list of monarchs with unusual way of death punishment for criminals. 

i really find it therapeutic.

and no, i don't want to go into the light any sooner, i love my life and still enjoying every second of it, it's just that, i love reading this kind of stuffs! it's weird coz i don't like seeing those gory stuffs portrayed on television or see photos of it.