Tomorrow Is A Big Day

[hinimo ni madam Izza Legazpi, cute kayu]

I wish the world would be asleep on the 28th. I don't like it to come, I love birthdays, but I don't like my birthdays. It feels weird everytime - the attention, the feeling. Don't get me wrong, as I said, I love birthdays, I love bringing cakes when one of my family celebrates birhtday. It's just that, I don't know what I'm gonna say, how would I react. It's like there's a big tattoo on my forehead saying that it's my birhtday. I'm paranoid. Sometimes, I do feel like I'm socially retarded, coz I don't want parties that are intended for me. And I think that would be the reason why I would not be married (palusot, wa jud nay makigminyu).

And the biggest reason to hate it?! PLUS 1 OF MY AGE. God, I wanna stay 24 forever. Can I just be inflicted with the "vampire virus" (virus??) or whatever that make me stay young. UGHH!! Now, I'm envious of the CULLENS. Edward, bite meeeee!!!!

And there's no better way to deal with it but to accept it.. Trying to sink it in in my system. I'm 25. So now, I think I would just look on the good things that happen to me over the 25 years existence on this world. Thinking of 25 reason to celebrate.

1. I have a healthy life.
2. A Loving family.
3. Supportive friends.
4. Nice job.
5. I become a person that I want to be.
6. I make my parents proud.
7. I am a good friend. And If I am another person, I would like to be friend with me.
8. I had a chance to go to shool.
9. NO SHORTAGE OF CHOCOLATE SUPPLY.

10. That I live in a war-free and liberated era.
11. I live a normal life. No paparazzi trailing behind.. charusss!
12. I can buy food that I want.
13. That in all my hardships, I still be able to smile.
14. That I have so much to share.
15. That I was able to grow, and still is.
16. I was able to contribute in our economy. Dako kayu kog TAX.
17. THANK GOD, ICE CREAM WAS INVENTED.
18. That jinx like me have a place on earth.
19. I make other people happy.
20. I was able to differ right from wrong.
21. I was able to enjoy life in its very meaning.

22. I have a clean conscience.
23. I still have reasons to want to live.
24. That I'm still breathing.
25. Above all, though I have big problems, behind me is a bigger God

So, that's a hell lot of reason to celebrate. Happy Birthday to me!! wooohoooooo...