the day

1/28/2011


it's my birthday. so, i decided to be a queen and do whatever i want. first, i decided to have a fever. called in sick to work today. oh! bring  back that eyebrow down, normal people do that all the time. give me a break, it's my birthday.

a regal needs to amuse herself, so, i jumbled the best way to entertain myself on a lazy morning. yeah! movies!!.. good thing the rugrats (aka sisters) aren't home, so i have all the floor to me.

then, minutes later, i felt a sudden pang of pain in my stomach. this must be to all of the unfriendly air i unconsciously stock in tummy while sleeping. damn this mouth. i must left it open the whole time i went to dreamland. it'll be gone, i soothed myself. sure enough, the pain eases awhile later. but, before i even comforted myself and load the dvd to the player, there it back again. this time, more painful. oh, this is not good. i tried to stay calm. maybe if i watch something funny, i divert my attention to anything but pain.

i almost sure the universe decided to punish me when the pain increases as time passes by. having noone to ask for, i went out to the nearest drugstore with baby steps so as not to add more tension to my stomach. and along the way, i pause once in a while when pain hits again. i must look weird coz people tend to stop and stare at me as i pass by. then i remember, i wear my face straight from bed. did i comb my hair? oh, i could not even care less. i am a queen!

i want to buy the whole drugstore but i settled on 3 kremil-s. tuga tuga, 20 ra day to ang dala kwarta.

i drank all three of them. thinking the pain eases faster the more pills i take. that's how things work, right? the more the better! hey, i'm good in math. i don't care on overdose. 

i could not count how many times i puked, and i don't even had anything in my stomach since i woke up.

and to those who said that "crying wont help", well, i totally am with you, but my eyes aren't. tears just came down involuntarily. can't help it.

lord, if this is my end! can you, at least, let me eat a piece of my birthday cake!

i am not that religious, much more a hindu, but at that time, i am certainly sure that "karma" is true. coz i've experienced it, bigtime!

all hail to the queen!

bloopers:

text-ing one of my friends..

me: hoi! ni greet baya ko pag b-day nimo hap!

(hay! kay pa-greet sad diay!)

kung kaagi mo ug grade/high school. ka relate mo ani!! 

this makes me smile :)