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Sunday, June 13, 2010

A Letter For Me

- its dangerous when u cannot sleep, coz you'll end up making crazy stuff and write crazy letter to oneself. it's 1 in the morning and my eyes hurt from forcefully shutting it just to sleep. and then, unaware of my actions, i grab a pen and write a letter to the most important person in the world - ME.


Dear Ja/Daya/Vella,

You have so little faith in you. You act like a coward tiny living thing in the bottom of food chain. Most of the time, you feel like everyone and everything else's matters before you. No wonder, you cannot speak out your mind and failed to stand up for what you believe, in front of me and to your peers. It's like, you just go with the flow and let someone else manipulate your life. Stop acting like a puppet and pull out those damn strings. Don't let someone run your life. I'm sick and tired of watching your muted lips when you see things went on the other way it shouldn't be. C'mon, you're a big girl, ACT LIKE ONE.

For once in your pathetic life, stand up for what you believe and take pride of what you accomplished (kung naa!). You earned it and you deserved it coz you work your butt-off of it. (Tama!!)

You are a good person (char!). You must know that. You have a clean heart and that is what matters most. So don't you dare let anyone takes you down.

Even if others do not believe in you, even if they say something bad about you. You couldn't care less, coz you know the true YOU. You, off all people, most know of your capabilities. You, above all, could see the inner beauty of yourself (sige gud!).

Now, HOLD YOUR HEAD UP HIGH, AND SCREAM TO THE WORLD, NO.. I MEAN... SHOW TO THE WORLD WHAT YOU'VE GOT, aside from your boobs and bilbil of course.

You're a good man, believe me. YOU'RE SO GOOD THAT THERE SHOULD BE A MONUMENT OR STATUE BUILD IN YOUR LIKENESS. OR A STREET NAMED AFTER YOU (is that possible when you are still alive?).

Let me be proud of you.

(Now, this looks creepy already. I should stop!)

Loving you most,
Self

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